i met with ics today and i wanted to make sure i had everything that i needed to for the housing company i registered with in massachusetts(so they wouldn't pull the rug out from under me without notice and say, "well you didn't provide us with this information on time!" but zen pretty much reassured me that i had everything in).
it irritates me that my mom for some reason finds it necessary to make it seem like she's concerned or worried about me. tell me.. were you worried about me while you were holding me in front of my dad while he kicked you? or is it just selective concern or wtf to get attention? i have dreams reminiscing when i got kicked by my dad BECAUSE OF YOU. you're definitely NOT in the clear with me for this shitty parenting. it's like God was trying to tell me why i was going through the SECOND surgery i went through (because of YOU) the last time i had the dream. you've NEVER brought it up to me.. probably because you're ashamed at your reaction to him kicking you (which was hold ME in front of you so he'd kick me and NOT your dumbass). SO IF YOU HAVE THAT MUCH RESPECT NOT TO APOLOGIZE TO ME FOR IT- THEN I HAVE THE RESPECT TO REFUSE TALKING TO YOU AT ALL. people are probably saying, "that's a little harsh not to talk to your mom again.." WERE YOU THERE? HAS YOUR MOM HELD YOU IN FRONT OF YOUR DAD WHEN HE WAS KICKING HER BUT KICKED YOU INSTEAD? NO? didn't fuckin think so. did you have to have not one but TWO (so far) surgeries on your abdominal organs because your mom held you in front of your dad while he was kicking her? i'll probably end up having to shit in bags now! THANKS A LOT. don't tell me how i should react to having a negligent bum of a mom who refuses to take accountability FOR ANYTHING. newsflash bitch, i'm NOT grandma. i don't feel accountable for your so-called "disability". since when is being a shitty person a disability? maybe you and your heifer daughter will find something or someone else to amuse themselves with. being related to me does NOT give you a pass to fuck my life up since your lives are so fucking pathetic. don't start with me. maybe this will make you mind your own fucking business for once.. i doubt it- people like you guys don't have anything better to do than attempt to pull others down to your levels. i'm not sure why the hell my mom is convinced that i'm ANYTHING like her? she enjoys crying victim, i DO something about the problem (don't be a bitch- as kevin hart says). like she assumes that just because i happen to have a brain injury, i'll just lay down and cry victim just like HER. vulnerability ISN'T "cool" to me. being helpless isn't COOL either. i'm working on trying to get working again. i don't happen to have parents who owned an apartment and actually CARED about me like she did. i read those reports that social security is gonna be non-existant soon. my grandma used to always say naively to me, "OH! THEY'LL NEVER GET RID OF SOCIAL SECURITY!" this is the same woman who CLAIMED a black man could never be president. obama was TWICE. i voted proudly for him TWICE. i remember driving my electric wheelchair to the convention center with maurice and both of us thought it was so great to vote for him. i still think it was great to vote for the first black president. he has more sense than the joke we have as "president" now. you redumplikkkans will learn that voting for that racist heifer just because he hates the same people you do- was a COMPLETE MISTAKE when you lose your fuckin jobs because they're sent overseas because he's such a fuckin idiot that has his hand in his russian pimp daddy's pants. i have RESPECT and INTEGRITY. you idiots also have never been prevented from taking a trip to where you were born for your 40th birthday because of incompetent, selfish trustees who don't know how to do their fuckin jobs.
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